Philosophy and Hypocrisy

It’s 3.20 AM,when I started to write this blog (~_~),not sleep yet
while listening to this slow instrument music that i don’t know what the title is,feel a bit melancholic (o.O)
sigh,sometimes my heart aches,remembering all the wrong things that i have done in the past (T_T)
just wandering,why can’t i be perfect,never do wrong things?

Hm…
is it just human nature,tend to do wrong things although they don’t want to do,leaving a regret later?
Now,i feel like missing something,or maybe some1  @_@ uoghhhhhhh

And for today’s poem :

                            My agony

When the song was heartless
I was here waiting for you
To help me learn
From a myth of agony called Love

Having a curiosity
About an illusion never changed into something real
Don’t want to realize
That love isn’t an illusion

Cause in the end
I was caught up by this emotion
Have fallen in love
Couldn’t stop the flow

Isn’t heart of stone
Just a mere human being
That’s easily affected by feelings
I’m sorry for loving you…

NB : Got my idea for this poem from Within Temptation’s songs

And,see u again in my next post ^^

Hoi hoi,another day come again for me to write this blog oO
Hm…
Cerita buat hari ini,tentang cermin?
Tentunya kita semua sering bercermin,mungkin sekilas,mungkin lama,sekedar memperbaiki penampilan,atau menyesali bagian tubuh tertentu yang membuat kita merasa ga PD,memarahi diri sendiri,ataupun memotivasi diri dengan memuji diri? Apapun alasannya,tetap aja bercermin –"
Ya,karena yg kita lihat adalah diri kita sendiri,refleksi jasmani kita,pantulan harapan di mata kita,diri kita di saat ini

Pernah ga ngeliat cermin yang ada disalon (oO)V , dimana 2 cermin di yang saling bersebrangan 1 sama lain saling memantulkan bayangan yang ada didepan cerminnya,kalo kita lihat seolah2 jadi sebuah lorong yang panjang yg ga habis,walaupun ga demikian
Kita juga begitu,seringkali berpikir jauh ke depan melihat lorong yang ga jelas,yang lupa untuk kita sadari bahwa lorong ga jelas itu merupakan hasil kita di saat ini
Well,that’s it for now ? huhuhu >.<

For today’s poem :

A story

A fairy tale inside a treasure box
Showed me a floating lily in the pond
Alone without any presence
Longing for affection

    Then give me a bitter taste of chocolate
    that melt within this heart
    too sorrow to be hold
    yet too good to let it go

  Unable to found the end of the story
  endlessly walking at the path of time
  leaving those traces behind again
  so that be able to find a hope…