Failed T_T June 15, 2006
Posted by zerocross in Uncategorized.2 comments
Today,i have UAP Sistem Basis Data using SQL Server Query Analyzer at 3:00 pm in Syahdan
I already prepared myself for this day exam,yet i still can’t do it T_T,only 1 answer that i can get exactly the right,the others i don’t get the answers,even though i tried my best.
After UAP finished,i feel really disappointed and really down,it feel so much pain in my heart,i wonder why?
When i feel ready and feel can do it,yet the result just the reverse of that.Even though i do as much as i can,why i still failed T_T ? Why when something bad happens ,i can feel pain?
For now,i only hope that may i got angel kindhearted lab assistant to check my SQL server file T_T (is that possible??)
And this made me realize not everything will happened as we want,so we must be ready for every possibility.And i hope what happened not made me give up,but made me more n more stronger,although it’s hurt…
My Poetry ^^ June 12, 2006
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For now,i just want to post this poetry
Please give comment if u read this ^^
I’ll appreciate it
Kehidupan
Kutertegun memandang
Melihat kelahiran hidup
Membawa bahagia sekaligus derita
Bersama dalam alam ini
Hidup berjalan ibarat air mengalir
Yang tak dapat kembali lagi
Dalam hina dina hidup ada
Dalam kaya raya juga hidup ada
Mengisi kekosongan dalam pencarian hakekat
Menggapai hati insan manusia
Mencoba menyentuh garis batas nafas
Menghadirkan keindahan sesaat
Yang membuai gejolak manusia
Meninggalkan jejak sendirian
Membawa asa,harapan dan angan angan bersamanya
Beserta nyeri pilu di dalam relung hati
Menuju kekekalan di dalam waktu
