Philosophy and Hypocrisy

Yesterday my final exam result had been given and yesterday i was go to TA (wew).
Wew >.<,thank God my result is better than previous term ^^.For next term i must study harder (hahaha,alhtough lazy ^^ fight laziness hahaha)
This month i had many outcome T_T hiks,must careful using my money(wakssss)
hm… what should i write now >.<??  dunno arrr.Still in holiday,enjoying life while i can in this holiday and stay thank to God ^^(although not as easy as that)
so…   see ya  ^^hahahah

My story continued again from yesterday ^^
I should know i’ll never be alone,never and ever,b’coz i still have God with me,families,friends that still care to me although i don’t realize it b’coz my mind had been can’t think clearly ^^
Well.. when i feel lonely and in problems i usually pray and search for God,really thank Him that He always be there for me,never left me alone when everyone left me alone
U know,when i prayed,i feel more better,my burden feels taken away,there’s feeling that myself can’t understand but it mades me comfort
I really thankful for God.When u feel lonely,feel nobody cares,no one can’t help ur problems,u’ll know how it feels and how amazing and precious God’s love,b’coz He always take care of me,whatever happen in my life.He’s my best friend that i ever had in my life (really made mey heart touched).When u feel lonely,nobody care and many problems in ur life,just come to Him,and He will be there for u,although u can’t feel and see it
B’coz i had experienced it ^^

Sometimes i feel lonely in this life,i don’t know why.And i’d like to find the answer
Maybe b’coz i’m far from family?Looking something in this world?Searching my soul mate?
Still i don’t know for sure,but i feel that i need warm,tender,hug,and love that i felt just for a moment
Well… all people does need the same thing and don’t want being lonely
I think u know how i feel when being lonely,although had many friends,families,b’coz there are no really really good communications with them >.<
When feeling lonely,what’ll u do??Take a walk?Go to everywhere u like?Go with friends?Playing games?Or even go to church or places u can to meditate and praying?Does it solve problems???
Wew >.<
hehehe,maybe that’s for today

hello again ^^
lately i was lazy to write this blog coz of Pangya (wew >.&lt this game really made me obssessed (waakakak)
today i learned that handling emotions wasn’t easy,u REALLY need cool head (but don’t put ur head in refrigerator hahahaha.it’s not cool,but COLD ^^)  and thinking clearly without using ur anger and madness ^^
sometimes i feel moody,negative thinking bout something and some1 ^^,but the problem is how to react and respond that feeling and thinking,not to crush and hate that thing and some1.Maybe u still not understand,but someday u’ll be understand what i meant ^^ heheheh
but the important thing i must remember is : Whatever happen in my life,it depends on my reaction and respond that can makes my life become beautiful or sorrowful ^^
hahah,no comment again for today ^^
nite,it already 00.15 am now……. zzz…zzz

hmm…
yesterday i was lazy to write this blog b’coz playing game Battle Realms ^^,i really like this game,b’coz the characters was cool (yeah),especially Kabuki and Dragon Warrior,although it was hard to play using Dragon clan to against Lotus clan(T_T) .Why don’t u try this game(hahaha,promoting this game ^^),and i go to bed at about 2.45 am o_O hahaha
and now next session =^^=
today i watched LOTR Fellowship of the ring ^^,wew >.< it almost takes about 3 hours,makes me sleepy(i was really eager to watch this movies ^^)
and i still haven’t watch LOTR Two towers and Return of the kings T_T (auchhh)
maybe to watch both will takes about 6 hours ( waw,hahahah,that’ll makes my eyes bigger O_o )
and tonight i’ll go eat  with komsel ^^
that’s it for today hahahah

hmmm….
today nothing special,just playing The Sims 2 and Civilization III.Playing The Sims 2 were not as easy as i think,b’coz it was really complex when u want to control 1 Sim and at the same time u need to control the other Sim too >.<,so i’d like if i just control 1 Sim at all time,it will be more easier ^^.at the 1st playing Civi III,i was not understand how to play the game(until now just understand a little,too many explanation that made my eyes sick ^^),looks like this game really need strategies >.< (auch)
and today i watched war of the worlds and electra with my friends in kost ^^,both were good movies
hmm…  nothing to say again hahahha ^^
wanna sleep,it’s already 1.30 am now >.<
to be continued again….

we were have 5 games :pontang panting,kicir kicir,kora kora,bom bom car and halilintar
but the most made me even can’t say a word is kora kora (hahahah)
that
one really makes me feel dizzy and scared,even made my face look pale
and i can’t scream anymore ^^,maybe b’coz it’s the first time to me
^^,i was scared to ride on kora kora again >.<
but looks like next time i’ll try again ^^
At least i enjoyed every games in Dufan although really tired and makes me scared hahahah
looks like i’ll go to bed earler today ahaahahah
for preparing watching anime tomorrow in someone’s kost hahaha(maybe ^^)
huahmmmm,wanna sleep and i still have mission that needs to be accomplished hahahah
to be continued tomorrow…(if there’s nothing makes me can’t write this blog ^^)

hahahaha
yeah ^^
today is sunday,time to go to church as usual.Today feel so tired.Go to kos about at 9.00 pm ^^
looks like i was too many making jokes today to everyone hahahaha (also makes me tired ^^)
wanna sleep earlier for today,coz tomorrow will go to Dufan(horeeeeee ^^) and to wake up earlier to fulfilled my mission(hahahah)

ohh no
today last exam in 08.00 am (T_T) i can’t answer well,just about half from the multiple choices i think was correct,the other just randomly answer >.< and the essay also not perfect (hiks)
well,at least now i have finished my final exam(yeah yeah ^^) and will take a walk maybe with friends (going to TA,hahahaha)
hmm… now i’m hungry and want to eat indomie or something good to eat ^^

wew >.<
tomorrow is my final exam.Let me feel the freedom from final exam (hahahahah)
i don’t know what to study now,too many lessons need to be learned >.<
looks like i’ll not enough sleep again for today ^^ hahahahha