Uncommon Sense

Hi there, it’s been a while ( a lot of “while” though , haha ) for me to write in this blog. Actually, I’ve been wanted to write my blog all the time but somehow I don’t feel motivated to write at all. And also , I just felt that my creativity in making poems is gone ( can it really gone away? )

Happy New Year 2012 too ( yeah it’s too late though, haha )

For this post, I’d like to write about “common sense” .  Words that I’ve never realized fully before, because it seemed as trivial things with everyone doing it everyday.  You can see it everywhere, people applying this “common sense” in their daily life. Yeah, why I didn’t even realize before that “common sense” is a thing that existed between us human being?

As an example : A good driver that doesn’t SMS-ing, Facebook-ing , Tweet-ing , making any phone call or any things that will take away your focus and attention from driving ( aside from emergency case ) .

Everyone know that doing things like that are dangerous for the driver and other people, yet there will be always people doing that while driving. Can you say that they’re “stupid” or some kind of that? As some of them might be a highly intellect people, such as a professor in famous university.  I’m sure they know and realize it’s dangerous,  yet they’re still doing that, hahaha ^_^, so what’s wrong with them then ?

Can we say that high IQ isn’t related to this “common sense” ? Is it connected to emotion?  Is this what we called “street smart” ? I myself, seems to lack common sense too. Doing things that aren’t in their places, when everyone know how to do it, only me don’t know how to do it. Ahhh, I can’t even explained it properly in real example (-_-”) .  But I will keep trying to improve my own common sense too, to become a better person , haha.

Have you ever felt like that? Things that you’re supposed to do, yet you’re not even aware of them? When you would’ve done A, you did B.  It is an interesting topic I think. If you feel that you’re lacking common sense, you can Google “how to improve common sense” and you will find interesting things too ^_^.  I’m sure you will find it. Or you can see this link : http://www.wikihow.com/Develop-Common-Sense

Credit and Thanks to Wiki ^_^

As for pictures, I will upload them in another chance, because right now I’m using USB modem connection that’s not that good for uploading pictures (-_-”) . See you guys again in next chance !

Ah, by the way, here is my newest poem ( just made it while writing this post, at last my ability to write poem is back !! haha )

  “One” things

I have one God
God that made my one soul,one mind and one body
God that I can trust my only one life with
God that treats me as if I’m the only one for Him

There’s only one life for me
One heart, that keeps beating
Keeping me alive
As one living person

I have one beautiful place
That I called Home
I have one heart
A heart to love only her wholeheartedly

And now I can proudly say
Having only “one” special things is a wonderful thing

                                                                           

 Japanese version

こんにちは、皆さん。またこのブログに書くのは久しぶりだな　（ずいぶんの久しぶりだな　笑）。
実は、ずっと前から僕が書きたかったけど、中々やる気が無かったうえに、詩を書く創造性もなくなったし　（っていうか、無くなれるの？）

新年2012、おめでとう　（超遅いけど　笑）

今回のポストには”常識”というものを書きたいんだ。今まで完全に気づいた言葉じゃなくて、皆がやっていることだから、たいしたことじゃなく見えました。どこにも見えるし、皆が日常生活にやっているし。　どうしてこの’常識’っていうやつは今まで人間の僕らにあるのを気づかなかったんだろう。

例えば：　危なくて、集中力にかけるから、いい運転手はSMS、Facebook,Twitter、電話などをしない（緊急事態以外）。

皆がそんなことをするのは自分と回りに危ないと知りながら、運転中でもまたやっているよね。’馬鹿’とかいえるのかな？そんなことをやっている人の間にも頭が良くて、どこかの大学の先生をやっているかもしれないよ。いったい、どこか可笑しくない？

この場合、IQって言うやつに’常識’に関係あるか？それとも情感に関係ある？これはストリートスマートかな？僕自身も非常識だと思うが。違うことを違うところでやったり、皆が知っているのに僕だけしらなかったりしたとか。あぁぁ、うまく実際のことを説明できない　（－＿－”）。

あなたもそう思ったことある？やるべきことだったのに、きづかなかったりして。Aをやるべきだったのに、Bをやってしまったとか。このことは面白い話題だと思う。自分も非常識だと思ったら、どうぞ”常識を磨く方法”とかでGoogleして下さいね　＾＿＾。英語バージョンはあるけど [http://www.wikihow.com/Develop-Common-Sense ]、日本語バージョン見つからなかった。ごめんなさい (>.<”)

写真については、また今度ね。今遅いネットのUSBモデムを使っているから、アップするのは無理だな　（ー＿－”）。また今度！！

ところで、以下新作の詩　（思いついたばかりなんだ、このポストを書きながら。やっと詩を書く創造性戻ってきたぞ！！　笑）

「一つ」のもの

僕の神は一人
僕の一つの魂、一つの心、一つの体
神に渡してもいい僕一つしか居ない命
神に僕しか居ないように扱われている僕

一つだけの人生
動いている一つの心臓
一人の人間として
僕を生かせている

素敵な一つのところ
家と呼ぶ
一つの心で
一途に愛している一人の彼女

それで今自慢で言える
一つしかないの物をもっているのは素晴らしいこと

A new day?

Above sunrise picture was taken before arriving at Monaco, don’t you think it is a nice view ^^ ?

How wonderful it is, to start our day after looked the sunrise.

When yesterday ended awfully and not like as we wanted, when nothing seems getting better than before, it is heartening when we know we still have tomorrow, another day and chance to do better ,knowing there is still hope.But because of that thought, we just live today as it is, thinking that we still have tomorrow, there’s another chance waiting.

Being able to open our eyes and wake up in the morning seems to be normal, yet we forgot that being alive itself is a God’s grace, when i think of how many people out there are not given chance to see another day, another sunrise.It’s scary, to think that what we have now seems so trivial, yet other people don’t have it and we ourselves not even aware of it.Makes me wonder how much time do i still have in this life? At least, I’m still alive for now ^^

So, what do you think?

Oh, and as promised before, i uploaded the ship’s pict ^^

上の日出はモナコに着く前に撮ったんだ。いい景色じゃない　＾＾？

日出を見てから、一日を始めるのはなんて素晴らしいことだ。

いやに終わって、思ったとおりにならなかった昨日があっても、何も以前よりよくならなくても、明日がまだあるかぎり、もっとよくすることができるチャンス がある限り、希望がある限り、心強いだよね。が、その考え方で、「明日まだあるから、チャンスまだあるから」思い込んでいながら、今日を普通に生きてい た。

目をさめて、朝に起きることが普通に思っているが、他の人が次の日はもうない、次の日出を見ることさえできないと思ったら、本当に生きることさえ神様の徳沢だ。怖いな、僕らが今持っているものが”くだらないと自分が思って、自分自身も意識していないのに、他の人がそれを持っていない。僕がこの人生にどれぐらい残っている時間あるか疑問しているようになっている。まあ、とりあえず、今まだ生きている　＾＾

あなたはどう思う？

ああ、前約束したとおり、船の写真をアップしたよ　＾＾

Continued, some other picts :

続いて、他の写真

A clear weather at Malaga, Spain

マラガ、スペインのいい天気だ。

A big mosque at Tunis, sorry i don’t get to know the name of the mosque

大きなチュニスのモスク。ごめんなさい、名前が分からなくて。

Souvenirs from Tunisia at Sidi Bou Said village

シディボウサイド村にあるチュニシアのお土産

White & Blue Building at Sidi Bou Said village

シディボウサイドの白＆青色建物

Temple at Colombo, Srilanka

コロンボ、スリランカにある寺

And as the ending, enjoy the poem ^^

最後に、僕の一首をどうぞ　＾＾

Human

We have feelings
For that we’re happy and sad
For that we’re laughing and crying
For that we’re loving and hurting each other

Scientifically,the most intellectual race
With the highest morality
Vice versa, being the most foolish race
Doing absurdly unwise things, corrupted by greed

Humility stil waiting at the horizon’s door
Waiting to be carved into flesh and soul
As most of us choose to put on a cloth called “ego”
Forgotten how vain it is

After all, we’re human…

Adventure

Edited Version

From now on i will try to write in Japanese Language too, as a practice for my Japanese too ^^ .

これからも日本語も書くようにする。日本語の練習にもなるからさ　＾＾。

Happy New Year 2011. Wish u all the best in this new year ^^

Actually i don`t know where should i start my story , so i  just uploaded some pictures.

新年2011、おめでとうございます。今年にも皆に一番最高なことに会いますように。。。

実はどこからはじめればいいか分からないから、先に写真をアップロードした。

Brazil , Rio De Janeiro　「ブラジル、リオデジャネイロ」

Err, only 1 picture ~_~ , because in that time I still don’t have camera. Although i took several pictures using my phone`s camera, i will just upload this one.

ええと、その時はカメラまだ持っていなかったから、携帯のカメラで取った写真はいくつかあるけど、アップしたのはこの一つだけ　～＿～。

Easter Island　「イスター島」

Easter Island`s Children　「イスター島の子達」

I don’ t know what are they looking for actually, maybe sea turtle? fishes? or just enjoying the wind’s breeze ?

この子達何を見ていたのか分からない。多分海がめ？魚？それともただそよ風を涼んでいただけ？

Moai`s Warning!!!　「モアイの注意」

Don’t touch it because it’s delicate and fragile?

割れ物注意とデリケートだから触らないで？

This island is a good place and also they have the world heritage called Moai Statue as you can see. One of the best place I’ve ever been to!!!

Just don’t forget to bring your sunblock and hat because it`s hot enough to leave a sunburn in your skin.

この島にはモアイ像の世襲があって、いい島だ。今まで行ってたところで、一番いいところの一つ！！！

ただ帽子とサンブロックを忘れないで、この島の暑さは日焼けをつけるほどの暑さだから。

Barcelona , Spain [Sagrada Familia]　「バルセロナ、スペイン（サグラダファミリア）」

I didn’t have much time in this place , so that i didn’t get to go inside the church (to get inside you need to pay about 10-20 euros) and actually the development of this church is not finished yet. For more information you can visit : Sagrada Familia

この場所には時間があまりなかったから、この教会に入れなかった「入るのに10－20ユーロぐらい掛かる」。また、この教会の進展まだ終わっていないんだ。もっと詳しくはこちらへ：サグラダファミリア。

Monaco　「モナコ」

This is the place where the shooting for Iron Man 2 was done. Well , actually i don’t know if the shooting location was taken too in this picture

この場所はアイロンマン2が撮影された場所なんだ。けど、この写真にアイロンマン2に出ていた所があるかどうか分からない。

Peace Boat & Moai　「ピースボートとモアイ」

Last but not the least , the ship I’ve been working at and in there many things happened ^^

So , that’s it for now. I will continue posting if i have the mood and not lazy enough, ha5

PS : Because the last picture was not taken by me, and i still haven`t get the permission from the person who took the picture (to avoid infringement of copyright), i deleted the picture from my blog >.<,　 sorry all. I will try to look for another picture of the ship to put it here.

最後の写真だけど、僕が働いている船で、色々なことを体験している所。

はい、これで終わった。気分が向いて、怠けなかったらまた次のポストを続ける、ハハハ。

PS　:　この写真は僕が取った写真じゃないから、他の人が取った写真で「著作権侵害にならないように」、残念ながら、消すことにした 。ごめんなさい　>.<。また自分が取った船の写真をアップするから。

Poems Only

Sekedar numpang masukin puisi doank.. doank.. doank..

Sleep

A process into unconsciousness
To call it a day
To comprehend we did alive for today
To prove that we did do something today

It’s a palace
That no one but ourself as the king
A palace of mind’s freedom
Though it’s an isolated world

A place to put our heart
At ease and warming
The place when we feel sad and lonely
When we don’t have other places

Then we realize,happiness or so it called
Is hard to find,yet it’s easy to create it
An artistic,egocentric and unique “creature”
By our mind,our soul and our will

And so we will wake up
To find that yesterday’s footprints
Still there,waiting for us
To make marvelous days…

Imagination

Freely choosing…
Between unlimited options
It’s about choosing an imagination
The yet unsolved human mind

An imagination
That u might not be able to tell others
That being abstract
For that u’re called dreamer

Dream, while u still able to
As big as u can
And don’t let it fade away
Make it become reality

Afraid

I’m afraid
Afraid of losing your smile
Although you’re here smiling with me

I’m afraid
Afraid of the end of my life
Although i’m happy with it

I’m afraid
Afraid that this fear won’t just go
Although it’s just a feeling

And i just remembered
I should not afraid
Coz nothing will always the same
And my fear is the proof
That I’m having my best time

Poem

The word ‘poem’
Consists of beautiful words fused into wonderful sentences
A thing that’s too beautiful that only poet could understand
Or something like that?

Is it the purpose of a poem?
To write ‘a piece of mind’
With ‘a full heart’ into it
To share it to this world

Write a poem that’s not beautiful , but meaningful
With your whole heart and soul
So that people who read it will be touched
And we can call it ‘a poem’

to be continued (don’t know when)….

Regret & Choice

Halo all, i’m back after 6 month away from writing a blog… Don’t have the will to write , and don’t have idea too actually…

Dalam waktu 6 bulan , banyak hal yg terjadi , banyak… (apa aja coba -_-)
Training FCT yang masi berlanjut yang katanya sampe bulan 9-11 (katanya -_-) di tahun ini, faktor-faktor X (intern) , Y(extern) , Z (other factors)  (up 2 ur imagination :-s )

hal2 yg terjadi yg bisa w sebutkan (yg w ingat -_-) :

1.Mendapat ucapan happy bday dari temen2 and family di bulan Jan

2.Tes FCT (3 kyuu juga ) yang tingkat kesulitannya 5x lipat dari 能力試験 3 kyuu biasa  ( ini beneran -_- susah bener)

3.Lanjut training 2 kyuu (setelah materi 3 kyuu abis) sampe sekarang (atau mgkn 1 kyuu juga -_- setelah materi 2 kyuu abis)

4.Ada temen2 seperjuangan FCT yang melanjutkan langkah hidupnya di jalan yang lain >.< , but we will always still the same SanKiSei

5.Nyokap dan adik yang datang berkunjung ke kos gw dan bawa makanan o.O

6.w ga ingat apa aja selengkap-lengkapnya apa aja yg ada dalam 6 bulan ini, selebihnya belajar doank kayaknya -_-

So , kali ini mau ngebahas apa nih w? Tentang kata “penyesalan” sh . Wah , uda lama ga ngeblog tiba2 nulisnya penyesalan -_-

“Jika hidup adalah pilihan , apakah penyesalan adalah salah 1 pilihan juga?”

Yg tertulis di atas menjadi pertanyaan bagi w sh.Dalam hidup kita , kata penyesalan mgkn pernah menghampiri diri kita , yg bikin kita down , stres , dan mgkn jg mau bunuh diri ( w blm sampe segitunya sh -_-). dan w mengelompokkannya sebagai berikut :

1.Penyesalan yg muncul karena kita tidak melakukan hal yg seharusnya kita lakukan.

2.Penyesalan yg muncul karena kita melakukan hal yg tidak seharusnya kita lakukan.

(gw bold biar gampang dibaca :s)

Mgkn ke 2 nya terlihat sama , tapi tentu aja beda , dan w juga bingung , penyesalan mana yang lebih terasa menyakitkan (-_-) . Dan alasan w menulis tentang ini , karena sedang merasakan penyesalan yg ke 1.

“Penyesalan itu selalu datang terlambat ” (katanya) , kapan sih penyesalan datang tepat waktu atau lebih cepet -_-

Dan w lagi mencari cara , bagaimana agar ga ketemu dengan si Penyesalan itu ,  dan cara nya :

W harus pikir baik2 sebelum melakukan sesuatu , liat ke depan apakah itu emang hal yg pengen w lakukan dan jika emang memutuskan untuk melakukan jangan 1/2 apalagi 1/4 hati melakukannya.

Well , itu cara w sh , tapi ga sempurna sepertinya -_-
perlu cari cara lain lagi…

Hmm , segini dulu deh blognya , ntah kapan lagi bakal w tulis lagi blog ini -_- sampe jumpa lagi di kesempatan berikutnya

And as usual my poem,hope all reader enjoy it ^^ :

Path

It is a small path
A path with troubles and problems
At that time,we walked the same path
Slowly , the path changed

There are times when we are confused
When left and right have their own differences
Arguing and fighting are existed between us
But now we know that both of us are true

Afterall , we are different
No need to be the same
Because it is a path
That we can choose freely

Changing and Unchanging

Akhirnya back to blog , setelah post terakhir di bulan November , yang membuat total post selama tahun ini cuma 7 (termasuk post ini) , dikit ya -_-

Tahun baru = hal baru , pengalaman baru , dll yg baru , yg diharapkan positif.

Seringkali ketika mendengar kata tahun baru , hal2 itu yg kita pikirkan , namun ada juga hal2 yang tidak pernah berubah meski tahun baru ,  yaitu : sikap tidak menyerah menghadapi tantangan ,  dll (silakan isi sendiri ) yang tentunya tidak akan berubah meskipun tahun berubah.

bingung gw mau isi apalagi, ha5, apalagi malam taun baru ini ga ada rencana / ajakan buat kemana2 gitu  , sepertinya menjadi akhir taun yg agak berbeda dan cukup kesepian , hua hua hua )

well, that’s it for today. At last but not least , Happy New Year 2009 ALL, hope it’ll be better than 2008

Update :

My last dinner for the last day of this year is Indomi rasa soto 2 bungkus , wakakak , mantap. dan gw jg ga kemana2 sewaktu jam 12.00 malam 1 Jan 2009 -_- jadinya pergi keluar kos jam 12 an bersama si erik eka putri , keliling sekitar gang keluarga haji senin tanpa tujuan sambil liat kembang api , wkwkwk

and for today poem , hari ini ada 2 lho :d , enjoy

Depend On

For the first time
I’m happy seeing ur smile
From the place called sacrifice
A place that i must past

Doing it for the sake of others
Doing it for the sake of self
Will make a different result
With a different feeling

Either it’s good or bad
Depend on who it’s
Depend on what it’s
Depend on ur heart

and next 1 :

Threads

There’s a gap , in the confused heart
Might want to take a peek
Or just ignore it
As it’ll re-make path of life

When the guitar already been played
Song already sang
Time already moved
It’s just that the audience not come yet

Living…
Waiting…
There might be something
A logic to define undefined fate

NB : kalo ada tambahan ntar gw tambahin lg deh

As time pass by

Hops hops ( bacanya sambil lompat2 ya )

*Ohayo gozaimasu* ( menulis blog ini ketika baru bangun pagi. merupakan ucapan selamat pagi )

Hmmm

bingung mau nulis apa sebenarnya , ha5 , tapi karena direquest utk menulis blog , akan saya usahakan utk menulis

Btw , uda 3 bulan juga ga nulis blog setelah motherboard ( papannya si ibu ? -_- ) berada di “rumah sakit” selama 3 mggu.

Kembali ke episode 44 petualangan belajar Nihongo bersama temen2 sperjuangan sebangsa setanah air sebahasa yang akan segera dilanjutkan dengan IT training pada senin lusa 3 Nov 08 . Semakin lama semakin susah levelingnya nih, dengan tingkatan kanji2 + bunpou2 ( pola kalimat ) yang cukup mudah diingat dan cukup mudah dilupakan , wkwkwk , apalagi ditambah serangan Kantuk-San setelah makan siang yang cukup mengenyangkan. Jadi kalo begitu , dou sureba ii desu ka ( apa yang baik untuk dilakukan? )

Oh ya , mau cerita , ttg temen yang bbrp bulan lalu jalan2 ke Nihon selama 10 hari tour ( waw , enaknya T_T ) , namanya dirahasiakan aja kali ya . Berdasarkan keiken (pengalaman) dia :

1. Kota + jalannya bersih banget ( walaupun kyknya anak batch 3 da tau ) , walaupun udaranya panas , tapi dingin ( kata temen -_- ,  mgkn maksudnya tetep kerasa sejuk hembusan anginnnya ? )

2. Universal Studio Japan (tempat rekreasi yg wajib dikunjungi , walaupun buat ngantri 1,5 jam-an , cuma menikmati 5 menit-an -_- )

3. Harga makanan yang mahal ( wkwkwk , uda diketahui semuanya )

4. Toilet yang sangat bersih ( WC duduknya otomatis , tanpa perlu tindakan tangan , kwkwkw )

5. Di toko2 Jepangnya , ada orang Jepang yang BISA BAHASA INDONESIA !!! wkwkkwkw , penting ga ya

6. Penampilan orang Jepang yang modis2 ( uda pada tau kali ya -_- )

Mgkn pada nanya , ngapain masukin keiken temen

Kotae ( jawaban ) :biar temen2 batch 3 kembali termotivasi buat pergi dan kanarazu benkyoushinakerebanarimasen ( pasti harus belajar ) , akirameruna ( don’t give up! ) wkwkw

And for today poem , enjoy :

Belonging

It’s not a useless thing
That could be gotten easily
Or being thrown easily
That not everyone could have

It’s a bless
U call own’s things
That may easily gone
Yet still want to hold into it

Making us asking ourself
For someone we care
Are we more special than something
That make us being owned ?
That make us being wanted ?

Acknowledge

U hui :O tepat 2 bulan

At last , have a time to write this blog (  actually the half truth : i was lazy too )

Setelah beberapa bulan meninggalkan blog dan mulai sibuk dengan kegiatan training di Fullcast  yang cukup , atau (mgkn) sangat melelahkan. Dimana w setiap hari jadi terbiasa bangun pagi , dan pulang di sore hari jam 5.

Well , setidaknya w ga menderita sendirian , masi ada temen2 lain yg juga menderita di training ini , wkwkwk. Dengan adanya tugas setiap hari , materi baru setiap hari , dan tidak ketinggalan juga kuis (ga berhadiah) setiap hari , membuat hidup lebih hidup ( cakue deh -_- ) .

Hmm, walaupun training dan kuliah sama2 belajar , namun perbedaan kapasitas pelajaran yang diberikan dan waktu yang berlalu terasa berbeda. Training rasanya uda sama seperti jam kerja (-_-)q . Rasanya kini mengerti betapa berharganya 2 hari liburan ( Sabtu dan Minggu) apalagi ditambah extra 1 hari libur , wah senang sekaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hati ini rasanya

Ternyata , memang ada beberapa hal yg ga bisa kita mengerti dengan cuma melihat pengalaman orang lain. Ada kalanya harus kita alami dan rasakan dan derita sendiri . Dan bagaimana kita mengatasi & menghadapinya sedikit banyak tentunya akan membuat kita lebih dewasa ( ciee ,ngomongnya -_- )

So , minna-san ( especially buat tmn2 training ) , keep going , ganbatte ne. U’re not alone atau Anata wa hitori janai (agak keren dikit)  v(^^)v

hmm, uda dulu deh nulisnya , mau  benkyoushimasu (belajar) demi tes yang bagus

Ga lupa puisinya juga , enjoy

To acknowledge

Count , when it seems few
Remember , when u feels happy
Reality sometimes not better than ur hopes
While otherwise , sometimes hopes aren’t better than reality

There’re things
U might not understand without experiencing
There’re things
U should keep to ur self

It’s the heart
As fragile as it seems
But as strong as u can feel
To acknowledge the existence
The You , urself

A mark

Oit, i’m back here , 2 write this blog again.

Setelah ampir 3 bulan menghampakan blog ini o.O

Hmm , banyak hal terjadi selama w tidak mengisi blog , yang berupa :

1. Komputer rusak dan format berulang kali (-_-)

2. Chat dengan temen lama yang sudah lama ga kontak2an o.O

3. Diterima di Fullcast Tech , hore   ( Menunggu training yang dimulai Agustus nanti -_- )

4. Dll yang w uda lupa -_- ( duh kok cepet lupa jadinya sekarang T_T ) dan ada yg cukup privasi he5

Mark , kalo arti indo nya = tanda. Tadinya mau buat post dengan bookmark , tapi ga jadi , ganti mark aja. Napa bookmark ? Dari om google , gw mendapatkan salah 1 definisi nya :

This is used to mark the address of a web page in your computers memory. This allows you to refer back to that website at a later time without having to type in the web address , yang berarti kayak shortcut gitu.

Tapi kalo dalam konteks pake buku beneran , tentunya kita sudah sering mendengar kata pembatas buku ( bookmark jg kah ? ) . Dengan adanya pembatas buku , memudahkan kita untuk menemukan kembali halaman terakhir yang kita baca ( walau bisa aja cukup dengan melipat halaman buku , namun sayang kan kalo buku yang baru dibeli dilipat halamannya -_- )

Atau mungkin ada diantara kita yang membaca buku tebal 200 halaman , da baca sampe halaman 100 , terus cape dan niat lanjutin besok , akan mengulang baca lagi dari awal ( niat bener -_- ) keesokannya ? Tentunya hal itu akan menyita waktu kita lagi.Mendingan langsung hajar baca sampe abis tuh buku -_-
W mencoba mengibaratkan hidup w seperti buku itu , dengan atau tanpa pembatas buku , ga mungkin hidup tanpa ada nya suatu pengingat buat diri w sendiri , buat nyadarin bahwa banyak hal ga bisa diselesaikan saat itu juga atau terburu-buru, karena selalu saja ada proses setahap demi setahap. Dan seninya adalah ketika menikmati semuanya itu , tanpa terburu-buru fokus pada hasil akhir.

Duh , bingung gw mau nulis apa lagi , segitu aja kali deh , ha5 , toh kalian juga pasti ngerti maksudnya

(btw , idenya juga sambil nulis ini , makanya singkat -_- )

And as usual , for today poem :
Love for once

I’ll stop loving u
If it means not losing u
Eventhough it’s hard
When u’re all i think about

They say love is blessing
But i know , that’s not only that
Bcoz pain was also inside it
For being the double edge sword

I loved u yesterday
Even the prayer from my heart
Wasn’t able to decide my feelings
Whether the love exist for tomorrow

Now i’m confused
Will i love u one more time?
Or just this once?
Till the parting come for me…

Nick & Greet

1 month has passed since the last post oO

Now i’m back , feeling that an idea was so far away from me recently T_T

Fiuh , skripsi sudah memasuki tahap pembuatan hardcover , setelah sidang 14 Feb 08 ( lulus dengan nilai cukup o.O , what an unforgetable Valentine ) , yang membuat w cukup kecewa + menyesal dan kehilangan ide + niat buat blog -_- , but i should be grateful + thank God for letting me pass this thesis exam

Okay , back to the topic now. Nick in this context is nickname and greet is greetings , i think both are words that all of us know

Maybe some of us get a nickname , whether it’s good or bad one ( me myself also get a nickname , better not tell it hehe) . Nickname are usually given by friends , family or even maybe ur lover , that maybe somehow represent ur personality. U maybe like it , or hate it. Some people are hate being called by their nicknames , coz it’s embarrasing and being made fun + not cool , while others may like it coz sounded cool and made them became popular .

Either way it is, when some1 was given a nickname , it means her/his friends are close enough to call her/him that way (usually)

And about greetings , i think it’s the basic thing human do everyday when meeting with others.But not only that , it also show how u respect + appreciate others by the way how u greet them ( either calling their nick or real name). Remember , how u treat others , that’s how others’ll treat u too.

When i was small , before eating , i would say “Papa makan , Mama makan , etc etc ” to the older family members as a polite greeting to eat (though until now still doing it )

Anyhow , it’s not a good idea to call someone by his/her nickname while there are a complete stranger with u , that’ll causing a negative appearance of him/her , especially when he/she are older than u.

And the most important thing : Don’t forget ur friend’s real name while u’re already used to always call him/her by nickname

And for today poem ( was made when i feel this regret ) :

                                                Regret

Now i understand
The words that u told me : Do ur best

While we were struggling as hard as possible
So that no despair coming for us

Has it been too late?
As for now my heart aching deeply
Tired , full of burdens
Placed by no one but my own thoughts

Regret , with a feel of emptiness
Leaving the scar in our heart
Taking away the smile from our face
While we don’t want to accept reality